to disappoint. to be disappointed. two things that i struggle with and dearly. i hate knowing that i’ve disappointed someone - a family member, friend, colleague, boss, neighbor. it really gets me. life feels anxious and heavy. uncomfortable. the worst part? i typically know when i’m about to disappointment someone and i still do it. am i being selfish? is there something about that particular situation that i need to learn from? is it just plain careless? and to be disappointed - well that just sucks. a lot. to know that the other person was aware of the hurt and kept on with it. confusing at best. no point to be made…just rambling. good night and as my grandfather would say sleep well and warm. xo.m

this is happening today. heading to the cobbler with two pairs of boots that i’ve never loved but too lazy to sell. reinvention, people! also included: a 10 mile walk, late lunching with a friend and much music and tea along the way. barneys and jcrew? yes, maybe. and wholefoods. enjoy saturday. xo.m